Apabila Ibu Bapa Tidak Merestui Pilihan Hati
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Monday, November 1, 2010
this weekend, i've been cracking my mind and setting up myself for better work plan.. hmm.. im kinda lost myself this 2 months...wow, dat's a lot of time i've been wasting...adeyhh.. ngokngek nye myself...aaaaaaa~ =(
during the weekend, i manage to force myself to prepare an abstract for ASEAN Australian Engineering Congress (AAEC). will know either the paper is accepted or not by 15 Dec. please oh please, be accepted..
TITLE: Treatment of Stormwater Runoff Containing Treated Domestic Watewater Effluent by Subsurface Flow Constructed Wetland.
and i've been dealing with the editor of Malaysian Construction Research Journal (MRCJ) since last week. wish they would consider my work to be reviewed and published in that journal..please oh please, be published..
TITLE: Studies on the Application of Vegetative Swale for the Treatment of Stormwater Runoff from Construction Sites.
now i'm writing a full paper for a conference. the abstract has been submitted and accepted. this paper will be presented in Australia next year during the International Conference on Integrated Water Management (IWM). please oh please, be completed..
TITLE: The Treatment of Oily Wastewater by Biofiltration Systems.
FARAH!!!
dont forget your field work. nuh wetland nuh, siler take extra notes on that.
- rectify the broken pump;
- provide complete methodology on water sampling;
- run the wetland!!!
* it's november now...time flies so fast. dont even realize that it's nearly end of the year. Symposium is nearing. Dr Shark will most likely kill me.. urghhh~
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
introducing my M.Sc. project to all:
a subsurface flow constructed wetland
sesungguhnya im going a lil bit crazy doing dis project.. seyes da jd buruh kasar, minah indon n yada3~~ da hitam kelam da aku nih..
lucky me dat my fiance willing to help. his parents also kinda give me full effort and encourage him to come here and help...oh, sgt syg kamoo2 smua~~~ ^___^
well, dis project isn't completed yet.. nih br construction stage..i have to get into the experimentation phase ASAP.. da x sanggup da wat keje nih smua..mau cpt habis.. plish3~~~
------> FARAH!!!! kaman2..u know u can make it!! (am i??? hehe)
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
waaa...giler berzaman lameye aku x update blog nih..
kinda busy, or lebey kepada pura2 busy.. n kinda malas! huhu
nak update pasal love story, otak kenkadang terpesong pk master story.. hmm.. my life's going gAGa having few additional commitments..
but still, he is a wonderful thing ever happen to me (a bit jiwang coz aku br je anta encik tunang aku nih naik bas td..)
-- gonna mis him--
sangat suke tgk die men chess~ stressing...haha
lalala~~~ ^_^p/s: will try not to abandon dis blog.. nanti susah aku nak keep track of things.huu~~
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
who is she??
and why??
cube teka~~~
p/s: cik nony aka H..siler silent mode okay..ahha
Thursday, July 15, 2010
why cant i split my mind into 2~ half for wedding stuff and half for my master
sy nak wat master!
sy harus hbs kan master!
sy xnak pk mende2 kawen!
caiyok2~
sy harus hbs kan master!
sy xnak pk mende2 kawen!
caiyok2~
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
hehe..ape tuh WP??
Wedding Photographer! hihi
after a long discussion smlm..i finally hired a young man to be my WP. will reveal him later on.=p
his package includes:
-1 day akad nikah
-1 day kenduri
-1 day outdoor
-1 storyboard (22 pages)
-1 sticky album (100 4R)
- softcopy given
price (part plg aku ske):
RAHSIA
*hehe...it's very much indeed within my budget and his photos are quite good, plus he will cover for 3 days okay~ lalala..sgt gembira..hopefully tiada aral melintang for him and me in the future.. plish3..~ =p
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
hmm...these are few freelance photographer yg aku jmpe kt tenet.. tgh cari2 yg murah sbb seyesly my budget is very tight.. xnak yg butik2 sbb aku rs drg skema..hihu~
oh yer, aku nak gak cari pose2 yg menarik lam tenet so dat aku leh copy n pose je on dat day, xyah nk pk lebey..idea pon da xde ms tuh..might as well bg list of pose yg aku nk die capture nanti.. hoho.. not dat i dont trust him, juz better be prepared la kan..
stakat nih of coz aku akn choose Helmy tuh sbb pakej die murah..still, aku akn tgk lg sesape yg aku rs gmbr cantik n MURAH.heheh
Sunday, July 11, 2010
hmm..actually, list nih x finalize lg, tp aku nih yg eager nak list down kat sini, xpe2..if ade chages, aku edit je la post nih kan, kan..hihi
hantaran from AN
1. sireh junjung
2. mas kahwin
3. cincin
4. Al-Quran
5. telekung+sejadah
6. kain ela
7. jam
8. handbag/ shoe
9. perfume set/ toiletries
hantaran from ME
1. sireh junjung
2. cincin
3. Al-Quran
4. kek
5. pulut kuning/ buah
6. kemeja/ baju melayu
7. jam
8. shoe
9. perfume set
10. handphone
11. seluar+belt
these are d list prepared by me tanpa consult AN. he's kinda busy wif exam preparation 13-14 july nih.. well, die da nk hbs course tuh..yeay..sgt besh..x sabar nak kaco dia wif all d planning yg buat aku fenin2 lalat nih.. hehe
im kinda into red and white wif a lil bit black nowadays. bkn ape, pink mmg la sweeet but then, im saving it for my lil sis. die mmg antu pinky..hehe.. and yg pntg aku mmg ske warna merah since mule2 knal warna!and oh, my big bros and me mmg ade theme kaler memasing:
along-hijau
zul-biru
fais-kuning
me-MERAH
would prefer simple pelamin with english style a bit.thus aku da pick few yg menarik perhatian aku.. anyway, merah putih is chinese new year. and hitam putih is taik cicak. might as well mix them right. and my hubby to be nih sgt2 nk hantaran kaler hitam puteyh..adoyai~~ hihi
english style but still ade unsur2 melayu wif d usage of wrought iron tuh. ske2.. but would prefer pasu besar n tinggi to replace the pasu stands yg cover ngan seciput kain htm tuh. hihi
ohh..i love d rose petals on d platform..sgt ske sbb it's very simple and xde rambu ramba here and there..n again, aku lg prefer pasu besar rather than juz a stand tuh 
simple and nice..but aku x ske bench.aku lg ske white english armchair to sit on, br nmpk raja sehari like d king and queen kan,kan.. =p. oh, again again..aku xnk stand bwh pasu.nk pasu, pasu, pasu...maka kalo pelamin da warna cenggini, xde lah aku pkai baju kaler merah-nye-mak-ngah or hitam-legam nanti.. kang lembu kejar aku or or ingat aku berkabung lak.. AN request nk pkai kaler silver/white wif a lil black. erm, bab baju..nanti2 la dulu k..hihi
Saturday, July 10, 2010
nih calendar next year.. sgt penting untuk usha public holidays..hoho
haiyh..msh bermasalah untuk pick d month.. bln 6 seems to be ok.. but yg x brape besh is fais nk double wedding ngan aku..ish, x besh, nanti hadiah kne bg same rate.. then mslh 1 lg is zul nye adik ipar (adik k ija) is getting married in jun gak.. haiyhh..haiyhhhh~
this is my engagement ring.. disebabkan event nih plan in a week, so xde ms untuk aku survey2 cincin.. his side yg belikan and aku da inform awl2 size 6. his side mmg sgt meragui size itu sbb sgt kecik! hihi..nk wat cane, da jari aku nih cam x cukup makan...adeyh.. lil sis aku pon jari size 8 tau..maka, size 6 seyesly susah cari katenye...sian his side..hehe =pmaka dengan itu, ayah nye bertitah supaya aku pilih design berkenan and his side akan tempah je as per my size yang ssh sgt nak cari tuh.. and thus, cik google mmg x m'hampakan aku.. here are some of my faveret..
conclusion nye:
1. i wanna a GOLD ring.. bkn white gold or rose gold or even platinum (nih mmg bkn gold okay).
2. nak yg berlian sejibik kat tgh..sbb cincin tunang nih his side beli berlian kecik2 da 7 bijik.. so, kahwen kne lg glamorous la kan..and oh, nih ayah die nye command okay.. =p
3. AN still soh aku cari design yg btol2 suit my taste b4 tempah sbb he said dat dis band will be wore forever, till death..so, choose wisely kate nye~~
Friday, July 9, 2010
ohh.. i hav to start planning for my wedding.. for which xnak la engage more than a year.. so many things to consider in choosing d date..arghhh, my head is falling apart..
considerations:
1. harus cuti skolah - (bln 12 or bln 3 or bln 6). bln 12 nih aku rs cam takot bz ngan smua urusan master aku nih, kot2 nk terkejar lab sane sini. bln 3 lak akak ipar aku dijangkakan sarat and about her due da tuh.. so,bln 6 by hook or crook kne langsung gak majlis.. cant tangguh2 anymore...kalo da keje ssh aku nk chow 2,3 minggu..hihi
2. harus cuti sem ay n ebby- kang x psl2 drg xpat attend d event..lil bro n lil sis aku nih.. i really hope all my bros n SIL n sis will be there, by my side on my most happiest day
3. harus wiken - nih penting! kang tetibe xde srg pon kwn aku dtg..da la tunang ritu ex-hommies aku smua x attend..cets.. aku da la 1st in d geng...sampai ati u olls.. sob3~ =|
4. harus cpt2 - his side actually nak wat end of dis year...aku jer yg x ready..die mmg ar duit smua ON je..aku nih duit mane ckp...aku x bajet pon dpt bf, bertunang n even kawen b4 hbs master...haiyh...
apart of all dat...im happy dat im getting married in about 1 year! hihi.. so, skg aku da jd peminat setia cik google..usha2 hantarans, pelamins and all d wedding stuff.. saiko kan..wakaka~
Alhamdulillah~~ oh...sgt lame blog ini terabai..maybe sbb hati aku tgh terawang2 ke langit biru nan sepoi2 bahasa..hahhah.. im so grateful now dat i've found my one.. he's such an adorable one.. so kind-hearted and make me in love over and over again.. (jiwang sket,,haha)
well, on 26/06/2010.. im officially engaged.. it was a meaningful event though initially full of stress and tears for d whole week coz dis event was not even planned and yet suddenly his side nak datang meminang end of d week. ohh, seyes sgt stress sbb my family (and me of coz) was not ready. we got only 1 week to prepare and it's end of then month, mane aku nk cekau duit... yada3~~~
but yet, everything went so smooth dat day and i almost shed tears of happiness but i kept reminding myself "farah, nangis time kawen je, okkkayyy~~" hehehe
p/s: credit to huda and jana yg teman aku shopping the hantarans~~ tengs u olss
silver from me and pink from him~
we're engaged!! sgt superb teramat eppy~Wednesday, June 16, 2010
saya sangat gembira..
saya punya kekasih hati..
he's everything to me
p/s: sori xpat letak pic, die xnk bg publish pic die~
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
da lamer x update blog..mungkin kerna perasaan malas sedang bermaharajalela (da lame x dgr word nih kan..hehe)
oh btw, aku x gie smua mende yg aku list to decide ms previous post sbb bdn x sehat and batuk2~ hm...sgt bes kalo dpt g sbnr nye, tp..apekan daya..adoyai..
and oh 19april2010 was jana's birhday~
nak tau celeb katne???
actually on dat day, we went out for a brunch wif alen, yoyo, ady and jantan (yup, dat's his true name). after spending hours lepaking and boraking, masa da nak balik tuh alen tetibe ajak picnic kat Ulu Licin...initially jana xnak g sbb pnt and byk keje n da byk buang ms, but then, thinking of alen yang sungguh2 ajak, x elok ler hampakan org yg byk tlg kite kan.. hihi
then, off we go at 4pm.. da lmbt, tp on je la...ina and hud and abg kai n rumet abg kai pon turut serta memeriahkan suasana.. smua org pon juz say YES on d spot tanpa pk pnjg rs nye.. hehe.. Ulu Licin is located in Beruas, daerah Manjung. kire bole tahan jauh la jugak.. uish, da la jalan pacak, x hingat dunia nye lubang..alen lak naik sampai ke atas, sian abg kai bwk kete die kat off road camtuh..da cam 4 wheel drive da nih.. =p
pastuh kena sort of trekking sket nak sampai ke port, ms cross 'ank sungai' berbatu, ntah cane hud leh terjelepok jatuh..kikikiki (aku nak gelak, tp hud kne mrh ngan abg kai, so..tahan je la gelak..hahaha, sian hud..) then, sampai2 jer port.. hujan lak mule membasahi bumi.. ops, jgn bimbang.. ktrg picnic ngan geng hiking okay, smua da well prepared.. drg bwk flyer smua, so.. cam berkhemah da ktrg kat situ.. siap bwk burner, masak megi and wat air milo...dasat kan..heheh
hujan lebat! seyesly lebat... tapi ktrg bantai je mandi.. demam x demam, blkg kire la.. alang2 da sampai, da bsh, berendam je la... seyesly bes... sbb x pnh wat mende2 gini smua...waaaa, sgt bes although at one time, ade pacat gigit aku for which ina kate "far, tahi lalat je nih (sambil gentel2).. mane de.. aaaaa, pacat lekat tgn ina" <-- hahaha... hamek ko ina, tahi lalat konon~~
siap bersabun and bershampoo u olls~ hahah....then da dkat kol 7, ktrg pon packing2 blk.. kesimpulannye, bercamping/ berpicnic ngan ja'en sgt la menghappykan diri~ ahhaah
Thursday, April 8, 2010
antara
gunung liang,
gunung berembun and
fieldtrip geology to terenggganu-kelantan
cane nih...nak gi yg mane ek... tulun2~~
Monday, March 29, 2010
well, dont really know why i feel like dis.. maybe coz it's end of the month.. hehe.. ntah la, "ade aku kesah?" (kate azie..).. heheh
erm..lately, there's someone lingering in my life..still unsure of what label should i put on dis brand new relationship...mama and my whole family seems excited... but all my bros didnt know yet.. xkan aku nak wat announcement kot.. eh, apekah yg aku bebelkan nih? hehe
dah ar, malas nak cite lg psl A (opss, terckp sudah..hehe). bak kate aku zaman kecik2 dulu, "biar masa menentukan.." =p
p/s: ptg nih naik train to kL, gonna meet hayie..auw3~~~ =p and pepagi bute esok fly to jakarta-bandung for 1 week... farah, enjoy ur trip k, lupekan smua projek2 yg bersepah nih..hehe
Saturday, March 27, 2010
kenkadang kite lupe untuk bersyukur.. x salah kan untuk sesekali tunduk mengucap syukur pada-Nya.. of coz certain things didnt seem to go like we want it to be... but things happen for a reason.. why did we only saw the bad side of it.. sometimes remind yourself to flip over to the other side.. the good one, the bright one...
i would say, knowing AK was the turning point of my life. he taught me to see things in a good way. being wif him made me decided to be someone better than i was. he changed my mind setting, showered me wif inspirational words when im breaking down and never looked down at me. maybe dat's d way he treated all his frens and maybe dat's why everyone would love him..
enough of dat...
really wanna thanks ALLAH for everything i am today..here are some of my luckiness to share wif u all..bkn nak poyo. juz to remind me dat life is not as cruel as people keep saying it is:
- masa 1st sem wat master dulu, aku da dpt research grantt rm15k for which kwn aku yg 3rd sem skg pon x dpt2 lg..
- masa 2nd sem nih paper yg aku submit to conference da di accepted wif a comment, "great piece of research work. interesting to see how this can be implemented in the wider urban scale". hoho... for which bese nye yg da hbs viva br org submit conference k.. and ade gak yg kne rejected..
-masa 2nd sem nih gak, aku da submit 1 paper untuk journal publication. hopefully will be accepted. publication nih good for my future untuk jd lecturer nanti..
-then, my master project is really keeping on track. tank for wetland da ade, tinggal nak put the soils and plants jer. (best nye kalo smua setel, leh viva end of dis year)
my sv, Dr N keep saying dat im his most luckiest master student... maybe i got my mom blessings and all.. seyesly kenkawan, jgn la wat mak krg trase or kecik hati.. sengsara dunia akhirat dowh.. =p
Sunday, March 21, 2010
hehe... perlukah aku cerita detail2?? lgpon cite nih da basi..hehe=p
well...in short, seyesly aku x expect pape dr hud, jana n ina nih. sbb aku selongkar peti drg xde cake dowh.. dem kecik ati (pathetic kah bajet drg beli cake? hehe)
then, mlm tuh drg ajk maple.. tp aku x saspek pape pon sbb mmg xde evidence smua.. so, mkn2 je la.. then jana n huda kate nak pilih2 lauk or mknn kat anney nuh..aku lak main hp, tetibe rs nak call mama..so, aku bgn nk kuar ar.. ina lak cam tercengang je tgk aku..seyes masih x saspek pape...
then kat luar, tepi anney nan, aku tgk hud n jana dok soksek2 'cane nih..letak sini..xleh ar'.. so, aku jenguk la ape drg dok wat.. masih innocent tanpa saspek pape lg..
fara: krg watpe nih?
jana n huda: hah? eh..fara?!!
tetibe aku terpandang cake!
fara: krg...krg.. waa.... terharu... (sambil lompat2)
jana n huda: ina ptt hlg ko..ala x surprise da..
jana n huda: hah? eh..fara?!!
tetibe aku terpandang cake!
fara: krg...krg.. waa.... terharu... (sambil lompat2)
jana n huda: ina ptt hlg ko..ala x surprise da..
kecoh2 jap..smua cam pandang jer..hahah. rupa2 nya drg simpan cake tuh kat mamak Ameeth tuh. komplot ngan anney ler tuh..k la, here's d pics~
the least u expect things, the more it thrilled u!!
tengsssss u girls~ muah3... ^_^
this whole week aku terperuk kat lab.. from pagi to petang..even on saturday pon aku masih ke lab. da rase cam mad scientist jer..memalam lak bersengkang mate marking paper Engineering Mechanics.. fuuh~ mmg nearly saicotize myself la..
kamus dwibahasa: saicotize = menggilerkan dr sndr.. =p
kamus dwibahasa: saicotize = menggilerkan dr sndr.. =p
luckily abg Ayen ajak naik cameron during the weekend sbb drg bwk dak2 UMP naik gng brinchang and gng irau...aku x g hiking sbb mama x kasi coz our trip to jakarta-bandung is near the corner..so, aku gi camping 2D1N jer kat sane..btw, aku srg je girl sbb iday bz and zue blk kg..lantak ar..aku mmg kne release my tensile and compressive strength kat hutan belantara.. hihi.. and oh, Yoyo and Alen were also there..so aku ok2 je kat sane..do i hav to mention the chilliness over there... ohh, mmg im trembling and shivering wif coldness walapun da pkai 2 lapis baju wif winter coat and tido lam sleeping bag.. and mandi manda mmg cam nak luke je, mandi air batu kate kan..hihi.. still, the feeling of indulging myself wif mother nature soothed me a lot... =)) 
the best part was before balik utp.. ktrg singgah2 kat pasar brinchang aka cameron la k.. aku dapat adiah2 belated besday dari mereka..
Yoyo bought me strawberries A LOT (3 box).. oh, yummy2~ ^_^
Alen plak bought a BIG bouquet of beautiful flowers.. seyes bes dpt bunge!
im so grateful dat despite of everything dat happened in my life, all the shits dat being thrown to me and all... there's still someone who appreciate me the way i am... seyes rasa terharu. sometimes, the least person dat we expect to hold on is the one who become the most reliable one... i know i can count on them in anything (i guess so..hehe)
Monday, March 15, 2010
sabtu
bangun pepagi yang x brape bute, jana ajak gi workshop..her car made a 'ketak3' sound when she took sharp corners or made a U-turn..
maka kami ke Proton taman maju untuk medical check-up for jana's Gen-2. asek sakit je manjang kete nih..sian jana nak kne tukar itu ini.. da la bukan murah2 punye spare part.. sabo je la jana.. =p
then, we went to kdai car accessories..jana wanted to buy a small side mirror yang ala2 bulat yg lekap kat side mirror tuh...tengok pic bawah tuh k.. hihi.. and oh, bendalah nih murah jer, around rm15.. so, kalo rase parking slalu senget tuh, beli la k.. =)
and then after we had our lunch kat deli, jana trase nak memotongi rambut nye yg konon2 panjang tuh..gosh, it took about 1 hour to wash and cut and wash her hair.. seb bek la aku bawak novel gitu..ala, yang aku pinjam kat IRC tu...hehh
tetibe mase berguntingan, jana trase mahu bermandi manda di air terjun.. so, kitorang pon kontek dak2 guide yg bese msk hutan (ady and alen), nak ajk drg ke air terjun.. sbb actually las wik drg da ajk g ulu kenas, tp jana bz..so xpat la ikut drg.. then nyesal sbb x gi..maka itulah sbb merancang untuk ke air terjun gak..nih da masuk lam to-do list jana..hihi. without further thinking, we went there and of coz luckily ady and alen were such a sporting one to juz 'on' wif the plan ngan notis stengah jam je..hehe. we went to (post title)!! =p
bes....ape yg bes sgt..? air terjun xde ler sgt..lebey kepada air yg terjun dari bebatuan tuh jer.. nak naik atas, da lewat sgt..kang x psl2 kne cekup ngan jais or jakin or whatsoever la kan.. the best thing is, it's so calming over there, x ramai org..and port yg ktrg amek tuh mmg ktrg 4 ktol je lepak situ..wiitwiiit~ 
ohh, of coz ade citer lelucuan happened dat day..kalo x, kami nih bukan far and jan la kan.. hehe..
cite1 - on the way to dat air terjun, jana hav to drove uphill (i mean UP).. and being jana, of coz..hihi.. kete tuh mati on the steep hill sbb jana nak tukar gear 2 ke 1... after several times cubaan untuk drive back, jana still fail sbb seyes jln tuh cam 75 deg.. uishh..dasah dowh..
cite2 - after mandi...ady and alen naik ke kete dulu sbb ktrg nak salin2 + tukar2 baju... so, aku n jan pon usha2 la spot yg xde le mendedah kan aurat kami ke alam sekitar kan.. after da siap tukar baju, ktrg pon naik la ats.. tetibe rs lost, byk lak track/jln ...seyes xtau nak pilih yg mane.. my god, aku seyes rs cuak sbb hutan dowh keliling..jerit2 pggl name drg pon still xde yg menyahut.. nk call, segan lak kalo kate sesat....jalan2 and jalan2..dem.. takot dowh..so, call je la.. tunggu drg dtg carik..hahah.. bongok kan.. memalukan~ =p
after memain air yg sejuk cam ais itu..brr~~~ kami berhajat untuk pulang, tapi ady (the driver) masih lom puas beronggeng and tros drove us to lumut..so, lepak2 makan nagin lumut je la... hihi. then gi expo tgk2 barangan and las skali mkn eskrem McD..
ahad
x wat mende pon kat bilik..hanya lah bergolek2 malas di pembaringan.. =p then, petang tuh alen and ady ajak makan satay bote.. seyes da bertahun x makan..kdai die yg dulu2 pon da berpindah 3 kali, seyes x tahu...
and seyes satay bote sedap more than before!! korang2 harus datang and kite harus open table di sana... wooOtwoooT~
p/s: i hav tonnes of fun dis wiken.. hav constraint myself too much lately because of economic crisis.. so, being wif them, all the laughters we created worth every penny.. =)
Friday, March 12, 2010
as d title goes...me and jana were having IRC madness..u know, where someone cant resist the book's temptation in IRC..hihi.. well, we simply bring a bag each to be filled wif books coz x larat dowh nak bawak byk2 by hands.. =p
btw, felt kinda weird sebab it's night and we dress up like going to class i.e. berkasut, berkad matrik dan bersopan santun gitu.hehe...luckily aVang guard wasn't there, so dengan selamba nye ktrg bwk beg and sumbat segala bagai buku ke dalam beg..hihi
ini lah hasil rembatan in less than half an hour..
aku punye.. 15 books overal =)
jana's...12 books okay~just an info..because we r PG student..maka limit buku yg bole dipinjam is 20 for 2 months okay.. woOhOooo~ =p
selamat pagi (sambil tersenyum kat dr sndr~) <--- senymn penting tau untuk menaikkan semangat... ^_____^
tapi..hmm.. it's a very quiet morning..because the mid-term break start rini..ramai yg da blk...wah...kena wat lab..nak g lab..byk keje nih... nak meeting lg.. bla3 lg...
menanti petang... skang aku ske sgt jogging2.. kat tasik utp, it's so calming.. the fresh air dat brush ur face..soothe my heart a lot... looking at the big beautiful lake.. sitting on the green grass... (pejam mate sambil tersenyum~ BEST okay)
k la...need to go..xde gosip post kali ini..hihi
p/s: malas nak kaler2 font..hihi
Monday, March 8, 2010
haiyh..cane tuh?? (gaya ngengade) =p
aku RAJIN:
- pk ape nak jd ngan projek aku..
- plan untuk wat ape arinih, esok and luse, etc..
- (konon) bangun pagi and kemas bilik and plan for d day..
- poyo bagus ngan budak fyp..
- jogging ptg2~ =)
tp
aku MALAS:
- update ngan both SV sbb rs x byk progress, tp mmg wjb jmpe weekly.
- masuk lab wat experiments.. leceh+borim
- start thesis writing sbb cam waaa, byk nye keje
- design the wetland sbb kne detail2...
- cari contractor sbb xtau cane nk cari..
ish, trok gak aku nih... (muhasabah diri jap~~~)
=p
Sunday, March 7, 2010
hmm..life is such a fuss to me... dont really know how to determine he's the one.. yup, 'kawan la dulu' kate smua org.. tp, it makes u think..if u dont really want it to get to some extent, why bother layan lebey2 in the first place rite...
guy1
dia hensem..tapi ade history jahat, die muda dari aku but again die ensem..hehe.. then dia da mcm jd baik skg..so, ntah la..tp seyes hint da bertalu2 walau aku da bertubi2 reject secara berkias...malas nk pk lebey sbb die ensem, xde makne die ske aku kan..kalo die ske pon, aku xnak la men anak2 ikan nih..huhu
status: pending
guy2
die erm..kurang ensem..tp baik gile..sgt baik and aku ske die the way he is.. die humble..umur, tua la jugak dari aku..die jenis pemalu, x pnah hint aku pape.. tp i juz can feel dat im someone to him (aku perasan giler! hehe)..still, die x pnah hint pape koOot..so malas nak m'hrp lebey2..again tp, kenkwan die kate die tunggu aku.. (kwn die tipoo aku kot.hehe)
status: unidentified
guy3
die sgt ensem..sgt baik..sgt success...he's everything a girl dream of.. so, seyes xpat expect too much from die.. tp die pnah kate 'u r someone important in my life'.. die gak slalu kate die ske aku n syg aku.. xtau la mean it as what.. tp ktrg pnh ade history lovey dovey sket.. it was the sweetest moment ever..haiyh, dont really think im of his type...
status: terminated
i guess i haven't met the right YOU yet.. waiting patiently (sket lg nk hilang sbr.. ehhe) for YOU.. YOU, pls...jgn lmbt2 sgt k.. =p
guy1
dia hensem..tapi ade history jahat, die muda dari aku but again die ensem..hehe.. then dia da mcm jd baik skg..so, ntah la..tp seyes hint da bertalu2 walau aku da bertubi2 reject secara berkias...malas nk pk lebey sbb die ensem, xde makne die ske aku kan..kalo die ske pon, aku xnak la men anak2 ikan nih..huhu
status: pending
guy2
die erm..kurang ensem..tp baik gile..sgt baik and aku ske die the way he is.. die humble..umur, tua la jugak dari aku..die jenis pemalu, x pnah hint aku pape.. tp i juz can feel dat im someone to him (aku perasan giler! hehe)..still, die x pnah hint pape koOot..so malas nak m'hrp lebey2..again tp, kenkwan die kate die tunggu aku.. (kwn die tipoo aku kot.hehe)
status: unidentified
guy3
die sgt ensem..sgt baik..sgt success...he's everything a girl dream of.. so, seyes xpat expect too much from die.. tp die pnah kate 'u r someone important in my life'.. die gak slalu kate die ske aku n syg aku.. xtau la mean it as what.. tp ktrg pnh ade history lovey dovey sket.. it was the sweetest moment ever..haiyh, dont really think im of his type...
status: terminated
i guess i haven't met the right YOU yet.. waiting patiently (sket lg nk hilang sbr.. ehhe) for YOU.. YOU, pls...jgn lmbt2 sgt k.. =p
Friday, March 5, 2010
post kali ini didedikasikan untuk cik waty kite yg telah bersusah payah datang utp untuk membuat koleksi2 gosips hangat tapi malang nye aku balik kampung time tuh sambil membawa pulang cpu yang mengandungi maklumat sulit
eh..mane pic tuh..wahhh.. waty, aku lupe backup file mase tukar window7 ritu...dem..dem.. kne turun takhta ratu gosip ar canih..
im sorry~~ (gaya amir raja lawak)
p/s: seyes sori waty...btw, sile email pic yg anda janjikan ngan zu hari itu.. hehe
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
malas nak tulis panjang2.. tgk pic je la k..
date: 20/02/2010
venue: Tasik Titiwangsa, KL
function: Wedding Syaz
btw..dis is my first trial pkai selendang..rs cam ok..so..cam ade rs nak berkecimpung lam arena selendang la plak coz pkai tudung bawal xde yg sangkut, tudung syria pon xde yg usha, tudung ekin pon xde yg jeling...haiyhh... =pdate: 21/02/2010
venue: Parit, Perak
function: engagement Ina
TBU (to be uploaded)
>> after attending the above function, i was being 'attacked' by diarrhea (cara sebut is dai-ri-ye). malu dowh aku asek pronounce diar-ho.. patut ler xde org paham. las2 sng cite aku terpakse ckp crit-brit.. hahahha <<
date: 24/02/2010
venue: undercroft, UTP
function : blood donation
hud and jan jer derma darah...aku xpat derma darah...ade org soh aku derma dara je...lempang+baling kasut kang br tau.. siot jer.. heheh.. oh, nape xpat derma??.. actually, dis morning i went to 1 malaysia clinic sri iskandar because i da x tahan dowh asek jd penghuni setia toilet v5g-2-3-6. huhuhu. and doc bg aku injection sbb esk aku nak blk kg, so hopefully cpt smbh.. =)k la, nak tido..esok ade geo lab and also baju2 yg bergelimpangan kat katil tuh seolah2 memanggil ku untuk melipatnye.. huhu.... daaaa~
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
tonnes of work to do today, but i've been waken up by a psycho weird dream early dis morning... which have resulted in headache and bad mood.. =|
the dream:
i dont know where it started but there were 2 people chasing me in my house.. a woman and a man.. they were trying to catch me and maybe kill me..so i ran all over the house, none of my family were there to save me.. then i locked myself in my grandma's room, but it was a dead end.. the window was grilled and i cant think of escaping anywhere. while the killers were chopping down the door while laughing evilly.. (can u imagine how scary it is..ahh, still terasa takut nih.. )
it's my grandma's room... she's got so many medicine that i decided to grab as much as i can..err, coz i prefer killing myself than being tortured by them... (trase berdosa lak sbb terfikir idea bunuh diri lam mimpi..demm)..
the door has been knocked out, and i was about to swallow all the pills... BANG~ i suddenly opened my eyes and im on my bed in UTP....
waaa....penat sgt mimpi nih... bercelaru emosi aku..dah la, byk keje giler kot rini.. siap2~ nk kuar wat kijerr..
lalala~ pls fara... light up, cheer up..pls3~
the dream:
i dont know where it started but there were 2 people chasing me in my house.. a woman and a man.. they were trying to catch me and maybe kill me..so i ran all over the house, none of my family were there to save me.. then i locked myself in my grandma's room, but it was a dead end.. the window was grilled and i cant think of escaping anywhere. while the killers were chopping down the door while laughing evilly.. (can u imagine how scary it is..ahh, still terasa takut nih.. )
it's my grandma's room... she's got so many medicine that i decided to grab as much as i can..err, coz i prefer killing myself than being tortured by them... (trase berdosa lak sbb terfikir idea bunuh diri lam mimpi..demm)..
the door has been knocked out, and i was about to swallow all the pills... BANG~ i suddenly opened my eyes and im on my bed in UTP....
waaa....penat sgt mimpi nih... bercelaru emosi aku..dah la, byk keje giler kot rini.. siap2~ nk kuar wat kijerr..
lalala~ pls fara... light up, cheer up..pls3~
Friday, February 19, 2010
ohh, wiken nih akn berlalu ngan pantas nye....esok im going to kL, kwn ktrg nk kwn.. wat kat Restoren Nelayan..
ohh, terganggu seketika (not seketika tp berjam2 lame nye); baru pas gayut ngan:
1. cosmate dulu.. name die hazwan. ktrg start baek ms g trip langkawi (rsnye..).. mase tuh die x reti nak hidupkan api and arang untuk bbq..so, start from dat, aku pggl die Adeq.. hehe. ktrg still x lost contact although die keje jd engineer petronas kat trengganu.. adelah hukum wajib bg nye to at least call me and gayut plg kurang 1jam once a month...
2. my mom.. nih mmg gayut hari2 ... tp sbb weekdays nih mam bz, so mama jarang call minggu nih. thus, td borak panjang2 ngalah kan org miting belanjawan 2010. hehe.. sejam lebey gak gayut.. macam2 topik la... org sane mati, ade org kawen, nak jenjalan makan angin, cuti maulud, ngumpat sket2, update on smua siblings...so mmg byk cite la..
3. abg aku, zul yg keje kat sri iskandar nih je... nih srg abg aku yg hari2 x pnah miss untuk call or msg aku.. borim la tuh..aku tido pon die kaco, mmg rs nk blg kasut je kalo dpn mate..hehhe.. die call nak gayut, tp aku da lenguh mulut da nak borak..hampeh..then die soh aku dgr lagu, lagu ape ntah..aku pura2 dgr, coz ms aku ckp x dgr, die adjust2 n adjust2 nak soh bg aku dgr gak.. ape ntah lagu tuh aku x dgr..hahah
4. guide naek gng...abg ayen name nye...nih laki org..tp ske jer pggl aku 'sayang'.. tp aku tau...die mmg jenis open and huha2 ngan smua org..ye la..da slalu bwk bebudak naek gng, kne la ceria2 xley stress.... =p mmg aku da xde mood nak ckp da..pnt berdiri lagi, kejap kat tangga kejap lam toilet, kejap kat beranda..da hbs block civil nih aku tawaf...die ajk aku naek gng, 8 hari.. uuuu.. xpat ar, byk keje nih~ hihi
kesimpulan nya, it's about 12pm da nih..and aku still xpat start wat keje lg coz asek enganged jer.. sedangkan aku dtg workstation nih seawal 8.30 pagi koOoOot....~~!!!
dah2...wat kijer..erk, nak blk ar..lapo giler nih..then nak kuar lak..ptg nih msh byk keje menanti.. waaaaaa~ sabo je la... but i like my life.. coz yet i know there's plenty more dat care bout me ^____^
Monday, February 15, 2010
date: 13-14 feb 2010
venue: tasik banding, perak
an unexpected outdoor activity... alen (d guy in the pic) gave me a call and asked me to go there because their geng is having a programme over there.. plus, die borim and seyes pujuk aku gile2 g sane..so, sebat je la..hehe
kinda crazy bcoz it took a 4-hour driving and half an hour of boat riding... gerak kol 1145 am and sampai2 je sane, tros g jungle trekking... the island was marvelous.. sgt grateful sbb sampai gak ke sane... malam tuh aku n iday terpakse masak2 untuk 40 org lebey student UPM.. nih program drg.. aku saje dtg nyebok and tolong2 ape yg bole....lgpon, mende free + relax in hutan, mmg favret aku!
malam tuh aku and iday lepak2 tepi tasik, tengok bintang..banyak sgt n sumpah canteq gile... kitorang tido atas feri.. sejuk tapi pretty syok..hihi
keesokkan hari nya berkayak and mandi manda di tasek spuas hati.. dalam tasik tuh 200m lebey ok.. mandi lam tasek hijau, takut.. tp belasah je, janji pkai life jacket... =)
ok la, saje je nk merapu..
hmm..bile nih nak nek gng..waawawa... sgt nk nek gng.. =p
Friday, January 29, 2010
Ya Allah…
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan… Dia milikku tercipta buatku… Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku… Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami…. agar kemesraan itu abadi… Dan ya Allah… ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi… Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini… Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi…
Tetapi ya Allah… Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan… dia bukan miliku… Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku… Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku… Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan….
Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti… Berikanlah aku kekuatan… Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit… Hilang bersama senja nan merah… agar aku bahagia… Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…
Dan ya Allah yang tercinta… Gantilah yang telah hilang… Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah… Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya…
Ya Allah ya tuhanku… Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu… Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan… Adalah yang terbaik buat ku… kerana Engkau maha mengetahui… Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini…
Ya Allah… Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku… Di dunia dan di akhirat… Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini… Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian… Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat… Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran… Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman… Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup… Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai… dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh….
Amin.. Ya Rabbal A’lamin.
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan… Dia milikku tercipta buatku… Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku… Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami…. agar kemesraan itu abadi… Dan ya Allah… ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi… Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini… Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi…
Tetapi ya Allah… Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan… dia bukan miliku… Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku… Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku… Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan….
Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti… Berikanlah aku kekuatan… Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit… Hilang bersama senja nan merah… agar aku bahagia… Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…
Dan ya Allah yang tercinta… Gantilah yang telah hilang… Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah… Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya…
Ya Allah ya tuhanku… Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu… Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan… Adalah yang terbaik buat ku… kerana Engkau maha mengetahui… Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini…
Ya Allah… Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku… Di dunia dan di akhirat… Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini… Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian… Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat… Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran… Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman… Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup… Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai… dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh….
Amin.. Ya Rabbal A’lamin.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
my fault..hmm... nape la aku ske tangguh2 keje.. tgk! skg sape yg ssh?!! AKU.. (padan muke) *sighh
(asek mengeluh je semenjak 2 menjak nih..) <--- x baek farah! =|
leaving by dis wednesday, tp feeling like blk kg dis wiken tp byk keje to setel and submission is b4 my departure... so, cane tuh?? think farah think...hav to sort things out...
to do:
- submit estcon paper to sv and do d online submission
- jmpe technician, En Mior; amek flowmeter, measurement tape n boot
- calculate velocity, cross section and flowrate kat drainage
- determine design parameter, discuss ngan En. tarmizi HSE
- jmpe org jual ikan tanye how to build mendalah tuh (cost, material and bla3)
- buy/ pinjam tangga untk wat bridge
- discuss ngan dak fyp, nk soh die yg wat keje!
not to forget:
GA works
-- lab geology
-- tutorial autocad
ini smua sbb baca manga online Boys Over Flower yg 242 episod...hihi~
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
aisey, cane nak cross neh.. cam ssh jer..
cane nih..cane nih..ish~
iyah2, awat la cam jauh semcam je nih..sampai ke x nih?
kena try gak! iyah..erh.. sampai2, tp lekat sket je ni..
waa... shell berat sgt, terbalik plak, gayat2.. waa
iyah3.. leh masuk gimnastik nih..
adei mak, sampai gak seberang...fuuuyh~
^_^ actually, what im trying to share here is...:
SubhanAllah! One look and we all know it sure wasnt easy for the snail to make that cross.
But once it decided, it didnt pause and doubt mid-way, right?
I asked myself- can i do what the snail did?
Decide of what i wanted to do, and then stick to that decision.
No matter how terrible it felt while doing what i wanted, no matter how much i felt like backing out, i should stay firm and finish what i wanted to do!!~
my mom told me dat this morning when i informed her dat i've got my braces on. hehe.. is it true?? seksa but seksi...uuu...i loike it..hahahaah...
seksa is seksa la kan..but i dont think it gonna look sexy.. braces is on my to-do list since im in standard 6. my parents were too busy at dat time and when i admitted to a boarding school, it made it harder for them to concern about my teeth. after all, they said im looking juz fine..
but lately, since last year, i received a lot of concern from the dentists that i met for regular check-up.. they would say:
cube awak sengih, or
awak xnak wat braces ke, or
awak tau x, seksok makin tua gigi makin ke depan, or again
sengih jap saya nak tgk, i recommend u wat braces k
so smua aku jap:
saya tau doctor, sy tgh kumpul duit skg. mmg dari kecik lg sy nak wat braces
and here i am wif braces on me...sgt glad, tp leceh la nak gosok gigi.. and also it's such a pain. seb bek da hbs smua presentation, cume tinggal wat conference paper je.. huhu
and oh, 2 days ago tgk adnan sempit - such a great movie.. gelak sambil tepuk2 tgn..heheh. but sgt menyampah ngan mat2 motor/ rempit yg 1 panggung ngan ktrg, drg nye sewit2, jerit2 .. ye ar, tu life drg, gile bangga koooooOt..ceh.. emosi terganggu sket. but still, it's a 4.8/ 5 star movie.. =)
seksa is seksa la kan..but i dont think it gonna look sexy.. braces is on my to-do list since im in standard 6. my parents were too busy at dat time and when i admitted to a boarding school, it made it harder for them to concern about my teeth. after all, they said im looking juz fine..
but lately, since last year, i received a lot of concern from the dentists that i met for regular check-up.. they would say:
cube awak sengih, or
awak xnak wat braces ke, or
awak tau x, seksok makin tua gigi makin ke depan, or again
sengih jap saya nak tgk, i recommend u wat braces k
so smua aku jap:
saya tau doctor, sy tgh kumpul duit skg. mmg dari kecik lg sy nak wat braces
and here i am wif braces on me...sgt glad, tp leceh la nak gosok gigi.. and also it's such a pain. seb bek da hbs smua presentation, cume tinggal wat conference paper je.. huhu
and oh, 2 days ago tgk adnan sempit - such a great movie.. gelak sambil tepuk2 tgn..heheh. but sgt menyampah ngan mat2 motor/ rempit yg 1 panggung ngan ktrg, drg nye sewit2, jerit2 .. ye ar, tu life drg, gile bangga koooooOt..ceh.. emosi terganggu sket. but still, it's a 4.8/ 5 star movie.. =)
Saturday, January 16, 2010
around 8pm las nite..tetibe aku nye feeling sgt OFF, maka berlaku la dialog berikut:
aku blurr ar
sbb da saturated sgt week nih
ko dh usha2 lom?
haha
kol bape?
br mandi
nk smyg jap
can u pls~~~
sbb cite tuh dgr kate 4,5 bntg
=p
920 ok gak
ko da dinner?
or kene booking
tp nasik dh msk dh
nk g dh ke?
aku mkn lu
br ingat nk ajk dinner luar
da msk ek
meh r tron
seb baik msk nasik lebih
huhu
=p
ehheh
maka, ktrg pun shoot to ipoh based on planning yg di buat less than 30mins. sporting kan ktrg.. =p
tp hagak kuciwa bile smua movie 'adnan semp-it' SOLD OUT. midnite pun sold, gile mantap ar mubi nih..
so, we end up wacthing OLD DOGS...and hell yeah this is a good one.. sgt bgs untuk terapi jiwe.. bak kate pepatah 'sup aym untuk roh'..haahah... seyes ktrg bantai gelak cam jantan..my god aku mmg gelak x hengat la..seb bek tepi aku ksg..cite tuh bes, lawak gile...mmg x rugi la tgk.. it's humours most of the time..wah, sgt lega pas lu\augh it out.. =p
n again.. HAHAHHAHAHHA~
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