Friday, July 31, 2009
yup..dat's true...UTP is closing for 1 weeks because the spreading influenza A causing nearly 80 students to be quarantined in old V5..pity them so much...and i suppose this is our mid term break... of course they r not going to giv free holiday right...
so, i'm packing my thing...going to KL this evening, my big bro is planning on having a family day in PD..wawieyyy~~~ =p
then, next weekend, my 2nd bro plak organize a mountain climbing at cameroon highlands...life is such an enjoyment...wuhuuuuuu~
and i would like to stay in KL a bit longer, wanna meet up wif my beloved friends over there...sgt merindui mereka...azie (my chubby yubby girl)..inaz (my roomie yg ku rinduk bangat)...waty (my kaki gosip tumapng skaki)..kN(my..hmm..ape ek.. haha) ....pipiey (my best boy friend eva).. syafri (u r in my list too.. hehe)...n etc..sesape yg aku x list tuh, bkn sbb aku x hingat..cume..bla3.. hehehe
oh ye..a bit update on my master..met Dr F already to release me from the structure project.. discuss with my new sv, Dr N (i like my project, a bit on my fyp~~).. n the best part is, my fyp sv dulu is my Co-SV..Dr M.. u r such a savior~~ after that, seeking GA assignments under various lecturers.. then need to wait for my head dept. approval..
suddenly, UTP lak cuti..so, me planning to chill out n hav some fun..yeay~~ ^_^
Thursday, July 30, 2009
erm...as all of u know, i kinda hit a bang with my project.. so, today..i've been crying a bit though..it's quite rough for me to receive a harsh email from my current SV when i came clean to him saying all the reasons on why i'm backing off from the project..dont wanna judge him..he's a good guy as far as my fyp is concern..
thus, hari ni sgt memenat kan.. chasing my current sv to settle this problem, bumped on my fyp sv; chit chatting on this matter, seeking new sv, filling some forms, chasing again all those yg terlibat to get the form signed.. tp x berjaye, esok pg kne berusaha lg!! yosh~~~
then teman iday to settle her saman.. pak guard utp is sometimes so phatetic, they kinda addicted to 'saman' the students..i mean, come on..this is just our 2nd week.. da nk start nyaman on sticker matter.. las week ktrg da nk g wat sticker, then drg kate tunggu la next month kuar stiker br.. alih2, pg td kete iday kne saman coz xde sticker...
maka..ktrg pun g la security dept. (kat sport complex da skg~).. argue punye argue, drg kate kne jmpe en. S kat jpsp... bile g jpsp, en. S xde...akak tu ckp, security je bole btl kan saman.. then, she also told us that in the meeting before, security dept has been reminded not to 'saman' the students until new sticker is out..
so, from jpsp, ktrg pusing g sport complex smula..ktrg pun ckp la kat guard tu yg bla3 pak guard kate jpsp n security len2 dept.. so, drg x kesah ape jpsp kate.. n bla3.. menyampah nye aku ngan guard2 utp neh...bajet je lebey... (cam bodo je aku rs...pusing sane sini..hbs tenage, mase dan jgk myk kete)..wat sakit ati je..
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Theory of structure C
Structural analysis C+
Design of reinforced concrete C
Design of steel & prestress concrete C+
Structural dynamic C+
Saturday, July 25, 2009
aku mls nk cite pnjg, ade 7 games smua..huhu
at night - ade prizes giving ceremony, live band (dak girl is juz 6 years old, tp suare mantap gile). then ade gak wat marhaban untuk baby one of the villagers
24 July 2009, friday
jungle trekking nk sampai ke lata tu pun da ckp mencabar tau..kne cross sungai lg.. semput2 aku mendaki jln yg curam dan lecak tu..
sejurus kemudian - sesi bergambar ngan foster family tercyg~ ...ktrg smua dpt la buah tgn dr mak ayah memasing, depends on ko nye 'markah' dlm family tu ar..huhu
apart of dpt kerepek n buah like the others, aku dpt bantal pink. mak jahit the night before sampai kol 2 pg tau..siap gne lampu suluh lg. korang pk la markah aku byk mane..org len x pat tau..hoho
selamat tinggal kampung beng..... T_T ..although we've spent time together less than 24 hours, but the strong relation between us made me cried...they are kind-hearted person, very generous n uncomparable..
hopefuly 1 day dpt g sane lg..nak mandi air terjun n also nk mancing, visit empangan chenderoh..n not to forget to see the elephant that turned into rocks (kate org tua2, gjh tu tegur sang kelembai)
at noon after friday prayer - we did few visiting.. 1st g kat Kota Tampan Archeology Museum.. aku n iday sgt happy melihat batu2 itu coz it was related to our studies in civil..hav learned a lot in Geology.. 2nd g visit kilang wat ikan pekasam.. proses yg sgt menarik, nk tau g sndr la..hehe. then ktrg melawat plak kilang wat kuih traditional. the kuih were so creatively hand-made, sgt cantik n sgt sedap..
note that the pics are not in high quality. dgcam da hbs bateri, terpakse gne hp murahan.. hihi
in the morning - ni homestay kat Bukit Gantang. Luckily ktrg dpt mak yg bes (or is it mak yg lucky coz dpt ktrg yg bes??hahah)... kami sebagai professional model, pagi2 lagi da bertungkus-lumus posing keliling umah.. =p
las nite actually ktrg g mandi Hot Spring, x amek pics coz both pun terjun mandi.. lupe diri smua.. miahahha.. sgt gembira berendam n bermandi mande..
at noon - closing ceremony.. final session untk amek pics..the pakistanis sgt sporting g nek menari2 kat ats stage lg tuh..hehe.. bubye smua~~~~
meals mkn tgh ari sgt best, cume ssh nye, meja di crowded kan ngan durian..durian pun sgt sedap..lemak2 manis gitu.. x smpt mkn puas2..sbb kenyang mkn ns.. =( <--farah, x bek tau tamak haloba..hehe
on top of that, i would like to thank En. Saiful from UTP that invited us to join this homestay program. it turned out to be such an enjoyable moments in our life..
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
iday: farah, nk masak pe mlm neyh?
me: aku nk wat scramble egg hot dog n tomyam aym..kite mkn mewah sket mlm neh..hahha (erk,mewah ke..masak ni pun coz nk cut cost..elaun msk end of august la..haiyh...)
iday: asal dpt mkn, kenyang, ok ler tu..ko reti ke wat tomyam??
me: x..ni 1st time..hahha..ala...takat campak kiub tomyam je pun..x ssh la kot..hehe
iday: hehe..yela tu..meh ar aku potong sayur2...
tetibe...
iday: farah...aku terpotong jari...
me: jap2, aku tgh masak..
iday: farah..byk darah (smbl die letak jari under running pipe..)
me: eh..iday, deep cut ek?dalam ke wei, ko potong kuku skali??
iday: erm..cane nih farah, darah x benti..
me: ko potong x tgk carrot ke wei..
iday: ha ah, x pndg, borak ngan ko td... (cet..slh aku kah?? =p)
me: letak minyak gamat n plaster nuh..jom g klinik nanti..
iday: xpe ah..cam x skt sgt pun..adeh2..erm, ok je ('adeh' tu kire ok ker??)
me:dah2, jom g klinik. kang infection lg ssh..
cm pnjg lak dialog mukaddimah story neyh..haha...
to cut d story short...
ktrg pun jln2 g klinik..
venue: clinic
iday: ala..tutup ke..ni la klinik utp, hampeh..
guy1: klinik tutup mlm neyh, drg g jual mee rebus pasar mlm.. (watak br muncul, jeng3~)
me: ske ati jer~~~ (sound org tuh..hoho)
me: tekan bell tuh iday...xpun,call iday call..
iday: xde org pun, call pun xpat...
guy1: nanti kalo doc da dtg, ni bg pakcik tua dulu neyh (konon tua, tua koot, pkai kain pelikat n kopiah..kire tua ek??)
me: ni org pkai bj tido, lg la emergency.. (cover line nih..sgn beb..aku pkai bj pyjamas g klinik <- aku x sangke ramai org kt klinik..h1n1 nye psl ar neh..)
note: uitm sri iskandar da tutup coz influenza A tau!!
doc pun dtg...serbu~~~
aku pun dok la kat couch..n guy1 slamber je dtg dok tepi aku..aku yg innocent nih x pk pape pun ke..hhehe..
guy1: ASL? (pendek cite)
me: bla3 (pendek kan lg cite)
guy1: ohhh..bla3 (pendek2 kan lg cite)
me: eh, erm..en. ni, Dr. ke? (kang die lecturer, mampos aku selambe badak je borak ntah pape)
guy1: kalo sy Dr. xde la sy jmpe doc nih..sy fellow kat village *
me:eh, x penah nmpk pun..br ek?
guy1: ha ah..br 13 bln msk sini..
me: staff ek? keje kat dept. mane?
guy1: kat *n**r**t**n*l *f**i*
me:..ooo ..kire dok atas *p** la?
guy1: ha ah....jage welfare budak2 *n**r**t**n*l..
me: eh, en. sakit ape?cam sehat je.. (aku yg sebok nk tau~)
nurse: en *ai**l nak ubat bape byk neh
guy1: bagi je stok seminggu..
nurse: en *ai**l nih...sy tau ubat nk bg sembuh sakit tu
guy1:dah2..diam la..aku tau, kne kawen jer (owh, mamat ini single?? jeng3~)
nurse: en *ai**l amek ubat nih..
guy1: jap la nk borak..
guy1: sy skang tgh wat byk activity..nk hidup kan village * tuh
me: asal? da mati ke? (hahha..aku yg loye buruk)
guy1: hehe..xde la..nk bg meriah..wiken nanti nk wat cooking session.
me: owh..ade ke yg nk msk2? ala...msk je, nanti amek ar mknn tuh..
guy1: awk pndai wat tomyam? (hah?? aku br je wat td..sedap k~ hehe)
me: err...bole la~~ nape?
guy1: sy jemput awk msk2 k?
me: xnak ar, xde makne nye..
guy1: eh, esok ade wat homestay kat lenggong untuk foreigners
me:wah..bes nye... len kali wat la nek gng..lg bes (sgt addicted nek gng)
note: 2weeks later, aku akn nek gng berembun kat cameroon..hoho..sgt bes..sgt3 bess~~~
guy1: sy tgh kontek2 org gak..ingat nk wat nek gng KK next year..eh, awk nk join homestay? jap ek, sy call organizer..
he's making a call~~~ "bla..bla..bla...ok2..bla~"
guy1: ok, esok, kol 8, jumpe kat tempat bas tau
me:err...hah?...8pg? (aku speechless, cam short notice sgt)
guy1: smpt x packing?bole kan...
me: erm..ok, sy bwk kwn k, xnk la g srg..nk no phone..
guy1: ok je..bla3- bla3 bla2 bla2..
me: ok, da save..
guy1: no awk?
me: jap sy miskol..en., xde briefing ke? nanti nk bwk ape? bj kurung kne bwk ke? eh, kst skn? ade men pape x? ..ade kne wat persembahan kebudayaan ke?.. (aku nerbes, btol ke nk g homestay esk nih?hahha)
guy1: hahah..jap2..sy nk briefing la nih.. bla3..bla3.bla3 ok?
me: oo...ok2..
iday: farah, aku da siap..
me: ok, jom~
iday:tgk jari aku
me: ee...trok gak..iday, td kan.. blablablablabla~~~
pakcik, makcik..here i come \^_^/
p/s: jika bukan kerna jari iday terpotong, xkan ktrg ke klinik, yang menyebabkan ku terserempak ngan guy1 yang lantas m'offer ktrg join event yang maybe enjoyable n x pnah terfikir pun akan d join..hehe
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
and ohh, queueing was less boring sbb ktrg ske wat bising, borak je ape2 mende ntah and x hiraukan smua orang pun..heheh.. (if dak2 hosmet dulu aku ade, sure ktrg la geng plg bingit and di pandang ramai sbb talking non-stop plus smua cam berebut2 nak cakap issues memasing... hehe) ...kol 10 ktrg gi sane, kol 12 lebey baru setel..sakit kaki gile.. naik trn...cek sane..byr sini.. pastu patah balik g kaunter situ... arranged all d forms, submit kat akak tu.. so on and so forth..
and then in the evening gi wat kad matrik plak..so tired of practising smiling tapi las2 xde mood da amek pic coz lambat sgt nunggu (computer hang la...kanak2 yg ske gerak2 mase amek pic, kne retake few times..cehh..budak2 tol) ..oh ye...my matric no. sgt OK..xde la cun sgt, but OooK laa~~ hehe
walaupun da separa tido da mate aku nih coz penat sgt, terpakse lak menapak ke finance... nk wat sticker kete.. (kang kalo lmbt wat, pak guard sini ske je saman2.. pastuh mule la nk kne mengarang surat rayuan supaya dapat 50% less..haha)...n yg plg aku nyampah kat utp neyh, pak guard ske nk bg slh info. kat Poket D td ckp form wat sticker ade kat finance...g finance, drg ckp form tu kat Blok B...hampeh..siot je..ade ke pindah jauh2..ske nk nyusah kan smua org.. (penat+ngantuk= Grrr...sgt geram!)
the not-so-best part was when i have to meet my SV...i thought it would b great to meet him.. but then it turned out to be a nightmare to me..arhhh....tidak2~~~ ade ke patut td da jd technical discussion yang sgt comprehensive and informative.. memandang kan aku xde la 'master' sgt in structure, bile kne wat Master in structure, cam loser je aku td..so bingung with all the terms (eg. example of pre-stress? steel reinforcement? clay brick composition? load bearing? wall plane? <---apekah2??? ske ati je SV aku nk pop kuiz kan aku yg x ready neyh...) aku da over saturated... waaaaa.. x sanggup.. T_T
yang paling xley handle,las skali SV aku ckp "it's ok la farah, this is juz Master..." <--- after die pop kuiz aku, ckp psl logbook, soh aku usha website, bagi aku journal n bla3... helloooo, this is juz our 1st meeting koot....kamon laa...im not expecting the too-comprehensive talking with u today...waaaaaaa =( (aku down, feeling stupid sesangat~)
+ve thinking ---> maybe he's too excited meeting me, his 1st Msc.'s student or maybe he's juz having fight wif his wife..hahahha...
Monday, July 20, 2009
date: 19 july 2009
venue: V5-G
ketuk2 tingkap umah bwh yg tgkp ade wrapping paper lurveee~ =p
me: jana..aku da sampai..
jana: farrrr.. (gaye gedikss)
iday: farah...naik2~ (mke ngantuk2 br bgn tido, tp smgt je jerit2)
jana: far, nk aku tlg ke??
me: mmg ar!! hahhaha
sesi gotong royong angkat2 brg~
me: jana, cpt trn, aku ade gosip!!
iday: ape2?!! (asal gosip..pantas je...)
me: awek S**i* (gaye bisik, komot2 mlt je, x kuar suare..)
jana: hah?! ape2??
iday: awek S**i* (gaye bisik, komot2 mlt gak, x kuar suare gak..)
-senyap- si dia yg di perkatakan tgh lalu dpn ktrg
"hahahahah" <--- smua tergelak2 sakan coz td cam tahan nafas jer smua~
iday: eh, btul ke awek S**i* tu?
me: ha ah..ye la wey...aku da jmpe drg kat k***i* td..
jana: eh, seyes? mane2??aku nk tgk skali lg...
me: ko neh...jap lg die trn blk.. (smbl jengok2 level ats)
iday: wey, ade lg ke brg neh..
jana: jom pure2 angkat...cpt2..pure2 je..hahah
me: hahah...da xde..nih je..xyah ar angkat lg..tunggu ar dulu..
iday: hish krg neh, cpt la..ish,mane pompuan tuh.. (ingatkn td nk mrh sbb sebok gosip dr angkat brg..)
pure2 pilih brg nk angkt..si dia yg di perkatakan tgh lalu dpn ktrg skali lg
iday: eleh, biase je aku tgk..ntah pape tol..
me: ha ah..eh, die mmg free hair ek?
jana: ntah, ye kot...rmbt x canteq pon (ngutuk smbl mate juling2 jeling)
me: ha ah...kaler merah tu beb...patut ar **A* kne dump dulu, rmbt x merah kooot...
jana: ha ah kan far....
"hahahahah" <--- smua tergelak2 sakan smbl semput2 angkat brg~
p/s:
1) cerita di atas tiada kena mengena ngan yang sudah mati namun terkena mengena ngan yang masih hidup..
2) semoga watak yang terlibat xkan baca blog neyh...hahhaahah
^_^v peace~~~~
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
pagi td g amek kete yg telah d antar kemarin untuk dbasuh kete dan juge kusyen nye kerna ku rs kan ianya sudah enggak suci lg..heheh..but then, arini mendung je..so, d jangke kan ptg br kering seat2 itu..
after that, g teman my bro g workshop, die br bli a 2nd hand car, n nk soh die nye favret pomen repair mane2 yg patut (sanggup tu blk dr perak coz pomen tu je yg bole sentuh kete die..ish3..da kne bomoh kot..haha)
pastuh, we ol blk kg jap..saje, skang kan musim buah...lantas ktrg pun pnjt la pokok2 yg bole d panjat, antara nye manggis dan juge langsat/duku (xpat beza laa..) ..durian xpat pnjt..so, kutip je bwh2 pohon..hehe..<--- aktiviti ini tersgt lah memeluhkan diriku~ =p
by noon, g amk my lil' sis kat skolah..pastu blk umah n tros masuk dapur...."ktung ktang kteng kting" bunyi ku memasak... "hmm, sedapnye" kate akak ipar ku... <-- xyah ckp, da tau daa...hehehe
after kemas2 kitchen, mama ajak g facial..coz, aku je driver mama g facial..bile da nk smbg utp neyh, mama da xde driver da nk meronggeng mane2..cian mama... dkat 2 jam br siap facial, coz srg je yg buatkan aku n mama...lembab la sket siap.. (bes woo wat facial..^_^)
lpas da siap facial, abah plak call n ajk dinner kat luar...actually, aku yg proposed kemarin, nk banjer d whole family before g utp...n then, aku call la d restaurant to book a table n order our meals...sedap sgt mkn2..xde ms nk snap pic, lapo bebenor td..hahha
...da kenyang smua org??yeay, jom blk!!!!
p/s: i'm so tired n sgt x b'maya..mau tidooooo~
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
..baru je balik dari shopping sket2 kat Pasar Selase (the name is taken by today's day...SELASA!).. it soooo hot you know. ikut kan ati, malas sesangat nk kuar umah...but my mama n lil' sis insisted to go there..kate nye nk knal Pasar Selasa, x pnah lagi gi sane, bunyi cam glamer jer...ntoh ler... -_- "
well..i'm glad that i went there...most of the stuffs were very cheap n cantik2...i bought 2 tudungs, 2 shirts yg labuh sket paras peha (style skrg kooot..byk je bj gitu..) n bla3 (rahsiaa....hehehe).
so, once da sampai umah, aku dengan rakus nye mencuba pakai la baju2 yg aku beli td...but.. hmmm...it's..hmm...too tight for me...aku x ske baju yg fit2 sgt...but then, those shirts are soo comey (according to my eyes la...). sayang nye xpat pakai...
Sile tengok~~~
cantik kan...kan, kan..?!! n yet..aku kne g tukar n amek baju len yg can fit my hip n tigh..haiyh.. -_-
last night is the final episode of prison break for this season finale.. michael scofield died eventually...waaaa...why must he died..???he is the heart of the series... T_T
i'm crying all over the place again. i am so upset. it was a good finale for the series story-wise but i am just so incredibly sad. there is no other fictional character that deserved a happy ending as much as michael scofield did.
it's very sad knowing that scofield wouldn't be around sara and michael junior, but his death is unevitable.. he has to go whether he likes it or not, for his beloved wife and son to be free..
me: wish can hav my loved one till death do us apart... *wink2~~ ^_^
Sunday, July 12, 2009
...right now, i'm totally not a fan of any love story..life is tough.. but, without love, it's tougher u know~ *sighhhhhh -_-
Well, i would like to share a true story of love that didn't make it as it always do.. actually, i knew this guy of the story during my intership back in 2007..
whatever it is..things happened for a reason k...
layaan~
AR is a guy (handsome beb, mke seyes cam norman hakim) who was deeply in love with this girl named M. She is a very beautiful n graceful lady, she's such a perfect one to make a wife (no kidding at all k..da ade 7 pinangan yg die tolak mentah2.. fuuhhh.. mantop tuh).
but AR asked for some time,he needed to settle some family matter first. He wanted to give a proper life to his beloved mom. Because AR actually come from a very poor family whereby most of their neighbours and relatives would ignore them.. (and bile AR nih da jd engineer yg kaye raye, smua pun mule la nk ngaku sdare..ceh...so typical~).
Everything was ok..but then, M's mother can't stand waiting anymore. So her mother said that she has to accept the next guy who asked for her hand of marriage, period! M did told AR about that. so AR agreed to do so but he needed a little more time to provide everything for the new life.. ( die da beli kete br, umah br: double storey ok~, perabot, pinggan mangkuk, COMPLETE owh kay~~ <-- aku la saksi smua itu..hehe).
The problem started when AR without any doubt told her housemate, H about the marriage and the rule by M's mother. of course you can predict what happened next right?! H brought his family and proposed M. her mother had to keep her promise before and accepted pinangan by H (siot je back stabbed member camtuh..).
...AR was very frustrated being fooled by H like that. but he can do nothing. M's and H's families had an agreement already and planned everything for the wedding...
Thus, M also had no choice except to marry H...I'm not so sure either they are happy or not. but the last thing i heard was, when they had a newborn and it was a boy, M; still can't forgetting her loved one, insisted to put AR as their son's name. H was very mad. but then H cut a deal with her. She can name him AR but she has to put an end to her friendship with AR once and for all.. She agreed, that's the only way she can still has AR in her life............
Friday, July 10, 2009
btw, i brought my granny (i called her Mek) actually.. she's having some kind of trouble sleeping at nite..so, aku or adik2 aku have to go there n keep her companied every nite... <--- sgt x ske to leave our best bedroom in d world (kat umah mek kne tido ats couch)..but pity her a lot -_-
Thus, my mama pun decided to consult a bomoh.. so, bace punye bace..jampi punye jampi.. bomoh ni ckp la yg umah mek aku tu ade LEMBAGA yg org anta nk kaco abah aku dulu2 (my dad is a politician n hav quite a strong post i would say..)...yerp..dulu abah aku pnh sakit kne buatan org.. took a long time to recover..took a lot of bomoh and also doctors to heal my dad..still remember i hav to wash my house wif plenty of cuke getah n lada (erghh...smelled awful!) untuk tawarkan ilmu yg d antar tuh..
berbalik kpd cite mek aku nih...so..bomoh ni ckp, lembage yg d anta nih da twr ilmu tp still terperangkap dlm umh tu..tu yg mek aku jd x sng duduk..tp luckily lembage nih x kaco2 or menjelma jd mende2 yg x spatut nye... ( cume, there was once, a big biawak was in d house. when my bro checked by poking it, it was dead, so he threw it at d back of d house...when my dad went to buried d biawak, it was gone <--- bomoh said it was the lembage..uuuuu..takut seyh~)
my beloved mek (mke kne cover, takut msk paper..ahhah) tgh bincang ngan bomoh..
Thursday, July 9, 2009
eppy nye aku rini...da bli cadar baru...ya aaa...cadar baru untk life baru.... and as you can see, my new spreadsheet is completely different from my other sheets (dulu2 msh kanak2, ske yg cartoon or yg less matured...huhu)
sgt ske my new sheet...sgt2 ske... ^_______________^
it's so english country style right...waa..it's so lovely..can't wait to spread it on my bed and sleep on it...sedap nye tido2 on katil yg cumil~
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
it's like a must at my home dat fruits should always there in d fridge...my family n me (especially!!) didn't eat veggies a lot...for example, i alwiz put veggies in all my cooking but in d end, i will toss it away..hehe... sayur sgt x bes
ok2..so, pendek cite, rini aku kuar la bli buah2an.. (dat fruit boy is kinda cute<---credit to him.. hahaha).. i bought mangoes n also jambu air (damn..i forgot its term in english.. sigh*). aku soh die pilih yg ok2 n manis2 la kan... setibenye ktrg kat umah...maka aku pun mengupas la mango td..1st punye, masam thp cipan..mama aku mkn pun tersedak2...yg 2nd plak putik lg (putik=x masak=x ranum).. yg 3rd plak rotten already...haiyh...hampa sungguh kami sekeluarga...cinonet tol, bazir duit jer -_-
but then, i remember a story..a story (read below~)dat made us think..to whom should we blame...??
sampai di pasar, si suami meminta penjual buah tembikai itu memilihkan sebiji tembikai yang terbaik. maka si penjual telah memilih sebiji tembikai yang dirasakan terbaik antara tembikai2 yang ada.
sayangnya apabila pulang ke rumah, setelah dibelah tembikai itu didapati tidak elok dan tidak sedap isinya. maka marah la isterinya tadi.
sambil menggelengkan kepala si suami bertanya, "kepada siapa kamu hendak marah wahai isteriku?" soal si suami.
"adakah kepada aku, sedangkan aku telah berusaha mencarikan buah tembikai yang terbaik seperti yang kamu kehendaki."
"adakah kamu mahu marah kepada orang yang menjualkan tembikai ini, sedangkan penjual tembikai ini juga tentunya mahu menjualkan buah tembikainya yang terbaik buat pembeli-pembeli."
"adakah kamu mahu marah kepada oarang yang menanam buah tembikai ini, sedangkan semasa menanam tentu saja dia juga memilih benih yang terbaik agar buah tembikai yang dihasilkan juga adalah yang terbaik."
"akhirnya, adakah kamu mahu marah kepada Allah swt, kerana dia lah yang menjadikan tembikai ini seperti itu keadaannya!!???"
"sesungguhnya segala kemarahan kamu itu akan kembali semula kepada Tuhan pencipta kerana dialah yang menentukan segala kejadian." begitulah tegur si suami kepada isterinya dengan penuh berhikmah.
Maka,beringat-ingatlah...kepada siapa kemarahan kita dilemparkan...if we change the watermelon to human being, it's still d same..
who r we to b mad n curse His other creations?!
p/s: to those i've ever cursed or maybe sometimes bad words easily slipped out my mouth, i wish to apologize n please do forgive me...
Monday, July 6, 2009
Sunday, July 5, 2009
layaaaaan~~~~~~~~`
family outing - visiting the Istana Maimoun Sultan Deli, Medan
Saturday, July 4, 2009
these couple days r a bit rough on me... my email was suddenly GONE....yerp..totally gone... =(
ntah cane ntah..ptg tu aku check, ok je..then mlm tuh nk login, xpat..smua sites yg gne email aku..seyesly xpat login..gmail, facebook, blog n etc.. agk demit la jgk coz aku br je start blogging n aku br je sort out email aku..da agk kemas la jgk..huhu..
then..tetibe die prompt "your account has been removed or deleted" ...huuhhhh????
sedey tahap nk nangis la jgk coz smua mende ade dlm gmail..byk sgt folder yg aku smpn dlm gmail, byk conversations yg ade sentimental value sket bg aku...
haiyyhh~ maka bermule la sesi aku cube me'recover' gmail aku...
n..ni br je dpt recover accout jer...but no other things inside..gmail aku completely empty wif nothing....
sesungguh nye aku rs cam ade mane2 bitch yg cube sabotaj life aku yg dengki tgk aku da ade life kooottt~ huhu...coz, life aku nih alwiz je d sabotaj oleh bitch yg mangkuk hayun sket.. <---agk kasar d sini kerana sgt emo T_T
p/s: farah..lek ar..things happen for a reason. cheer up bebeh~
Friday, July 3, 2009
well..it's like a season where everyone by ur side is having a marriage and yet u still dont hav ur mr/mrs right...so what??it's not like d world gonna end if u dont hav one.. (menenangkan diri sendiri..hahaha)
anyway...x slh pun kawen awal...my brothers..2 of them pun kawen seawal umur 23...yup, at my age right now...ahh...feel like a loser when the makcik2 or nenek2 kat kampung neh sotset2..n potpet2 behind my back...whtever~~~ life is too short to think of them..hahaha
oh ye...would like to introduce to all..my brothers (the 1st and the 2nd) yg successfully married and now giving me 3 cute little nephews ^_^
MOHD FARID ISHAM + NUR SYAHIDA
my 1st batch of nephews
---> big bro ('Aqil Danial) & lil' bro (Alif Danial)
MOHD FAIZUL IKHWAN + JULIZAWATI
my 2nd batch of nephew
---> the one and only Fawwaz Irsyad
Thursday, July 2, 2009
what did i do today??hmm..i've been watching my cats..n been dreaming of being a cat one day~ hahaha....i'm crazy? so what~ =p
being a cat is so much fun n less pressure...they juz eat n sleep..A LOT!!!! 'sigh~ i can't do dat...
nway, below r 2 out of 7 of my cats...xley r publish all of them..kang drg saman malu me for using their pics in my blog..ahakss~
so...what do u think??bes kan jd kucing...hehe~