Wednesday, October 28, 2009
keep thinking of the crazy thing
roling back and forth
still cant sleep
cant even hibernate my brain from thinking
resulting to a non-cheerful early morning for me
-_-"
NOTE: farah!!! wat keje! wat research! baca journals! cari books! gambate!!!!!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
damn cant believe i did that
but the damnest thing is dat i kinda loike the thing in dat crazy thing i did
haiyh..im sooooo crazy mranzy yanzy panzy
me: reminding myself not to like it!!! *sighhh~
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
dear along,
sowi to inform dat "aW poOpOo~~" on ur bed..
my fault LonG..mama kata da lame gile drg x u'uk on ur bed.. then,bile i got back and check in to ur bedroom, those kittens grab this opprtunity while i left the door ajar and poOpOo like they never did before...banyak and busuk and erghhhhhhh......damn pissed me off..
btw, da bsh da LonG...hihi
p/s: xtau la nape kucing ske poOpOo dalam bilik AlOnG kan?!..sigh~
Friday, October 23, 2009
mmg da written in my life maybe...
Thursday, October 22, 2009
gonna gimme some break from all this fuzzy wuzzy research..
will depart after lab geo..
(aku lab demo a.k.a tutor yg berkaliber, tidaklah aku memonteng klas untuk pulang semata-mata..hoho)
to do list for next tuesday:
1. jaga test ED 9-11
2. draft letter to PMDU (as-built drwg and peta topo.)
3. site visit to the lake
4. mark paper SA (bringing it home tp xtau la akn bersentuh ke x..hihi)
gerak lu~~ yeay.... ^_^v
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
oh..ngumpat2..lupe lak.. the problem wif him is dat, each time i get my gtalk online, he will be the first to say "salam, how are you? how's your family?" or "lets hav a drink"<--- this would be okay for once or twice being asked. but then what if 5,6 times a day???? erghh..im sooo annoyed you know. if aku offline, x sampai 24jam, sure i'll get a call from him...aku tau die concern, tp..i need space for myself..pls3~~~
but of cos, aku lyn je ar die 'okay'ly..x bek wo x lyn kwn..maybe he is of different nature than me.. so, mls nak emo lebey2. tp, there were times where i juz blew off and scolded him..im so sorry my dear fren..hahahah
and again i got a fren.. he's from K (hint: a state in malaysia). nih type laen sket... he's someone who will not ask but just gimme orders such as "dinner on me..jom" or "g maple jom. i lapa." or "i teringin gile makan piza" or "jogging jom.i wait for u" or "nak men rollerblade la" <---- fyi, aku mmg akn tolak coz malas laa nk entertain smua2 nih.... aku byk lg keje2 len..
but then he's just the pushy kind... mmg aku in the end terpaksa agree je and go on je and layan je la ape yg die nak... malas nak dgr die bla3..rimas2!.. seb bek everything on him... kalo aku kne kuar duit gak, mmg sah2 aku berkire.. =p (and hello, aku berkire gak sket2 coz time consuming la kuar sane sini..). but seb bek muke ensem..hihi~
note: mereka bukan lah skandal aku..juz some good frens, okay!=)
p/s: guys...please dont be pushy!!! sgt rimas k.. (btol x korang?! hehe)
Thursday, October 15, 2009
so, bole x, if aku tulis main point je.. =p
1. research aku da msk stage where i hav to conduct lab experiments. aku hagak bengang bile FYP student aku cam ade je excuses for not doing the labs.. da la water sample pun aku yg most of the time amek kan.. hello... it should be me yg amek ur results bukan nye u take mine..
emosi : marah
2. ptg smlm me and sarina (kwn skolah rendah aku yg eventually masuk utp and now da final sem) kuar ipoh..tgk cite PAPADOM..two thumbs up bebeh..seyesly... then g makan kat black canyon (LAGI!) .. despite of die slh amek order aku and service yg agak slow.. the food is still ok la and of cos their tomyam is still the best (kecur lak aku rs..haha..)
3. my rumet da blk kg dis morning..bilik bakal bertambah sunyi... btw, aku pun akan gerak to rawang-melaka-kl dis wiken..so, lets shalalalala bebeh~
emosi : tak tentu arah
4. *sighhh... yg nih aku xpat reveal lg.. tp, sgt menyesakkan saluran jantung ku.. da cam ade blockage stage 3 da nih...td chat ngan my fren for the sake of consultation, but then aku x hbs lg cite, die da offline.. she has works i guess... dear God, giv me some strengths..show me some signs...i need ONE rite now..please~
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
here goes the story...well, azie and inaz actually 1 skolah mase form 1 till 3... so, kire nye bile dpt masuk utp blk nih, reunion la...then zue tu plak 1 skolah ngan azie ms form 4 to 5 and also jd rumet azie ms mule2 msk utp.. and mereka ber'3 dok melaka...inaz slalu la ajk aku g lepak blk drg, makan2, gosip2 and even hang out mane2 ntah aku pun da lupe..so, aku ms tuh mmg cam melukut di tepi gantang or cam debuan yg menanti ditiup angin.. sgt fragile~ T_T
so, that was the beginning of our great friendship..full of laughters and tears (a bit..hehe). 5 tahun woo ktrg stick to the same roomate.. tabah kan..huhu~
seyesly, aku sgt rindu kamoo2~
and i even love the fact dat i'll be meeting him by the end of this month..
to be precise, on 29 oct 2009! =)
he was (or is?) a great friend of mine who inspired me to be someone much better than i thought i am..
cant wait to meet up and hav a long chat...
XOXO >_<
Monday, October 12, 2009
..i hate it when people treat me like craps..
....i love her and i dont expect this in our friendship...
(seriously)
-situasi tegang-
*sighhh...........
Sunday, October 11, 2009
story 1
i got a fren named cempaka who is pursuing her studies in KU. she met a guy named AP over there. a cute one i hav to admit! that guy has been flirting wif her...cheat-chatting, late nite messaging, sudden surprise wherever she's there, and too much of sharing-is-caring...
then, one late nite while smsing..
cempaka asked him "msg mlm2 nih, gf x mrh ke?" ayt bese la nih nk tau org tu ade gf ke x
..AP replied "xpe, awek jauh kat m'sia"
demit..maka, all dis while..AP hanya flirticious ngan cempaka.. n up untill now pun msh cube mengekal kan theme flirty2 itu..kesian cempaka tgh saiko2 skg..siap nk nangis lg over someone she knew several+few days..yela kan..die ingat kan ade la bibit2 or putik2 bunga yg bakal menguntum.. ape kan daya, t'salah tukang kebun daa~
story 2
(kesah mawar terpaksa di delete untuk menjaga sensitivi kaum sejenis ku..hehe)
note: dont really know what to comment bcoz i never experience it.. but im wondering, why on earth they like flirting and making pompuan len perasan, walhal drg bole je flirt ngan awek drg tuh kan.. one thing i can say.. drg saje nak TEST POWER!
Friday, October 9, 2009
sgt hepi arinih
maybe sbb da jmpe sv..da clear the air dat i thought was hazzy..
note: im sooo good in acting brilliant although im completely not..miahaha
OR
maybe sbb da email him..i've told him what i thought of telling him..
note: i put a condition. dont really know he will accept it or not.. sigh~
OR
maybe sbb da WEEKEND!!!!
(-_-) (^_-) (^_^) (^o^)
Thursday, October 8, 2009
maybe because of my project..i can sense something ungood (this is not even a word..hehe) going on wif my sv..
maybe i got jealous when he favors her the most..
maybe it's me who not focus enough in doing my project..
but i think..
maybe F told my sv about 'the story' and God knows what he's been thinking all this while..
OR
maybe because of somebody (who had been far far away) suddenly make an appearance in my life..
maybe i think too much when he asked me out..
maybe i should make a pass as he once ignore me and hav fun wif someone else while im stumbling wif craps and shits (maybe he didnt even knew what i've been through) ..
but maybe i can just say yes and let things get going as if nothing had happened..
maybe then we can hav fun like we always did..
after all, he will not always be here..
aku pun da xtau nak pk pe...
my heart, pls shut up and let me do my works!!!
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
"lol, comey.. muke same cam AK...cara die senyum..sebijik!"
the same thing happened before...cuma quote die len sket..
"muke sebijik cam AH..padan la ko ske die..part mate same giler"
do i like someone because he resembles him???
-_-"
Monday, October 5, 2009
3oct - i went to KL.. sampai KL sentral around 12, and jmpe AZIE.. damn i miss you bebeh.. we talked about an hour je coz i needed to go somewhere else..krg imagine le, sejam lebey je.. tp ktrg sempat je update smua mende..hahahahah.
..and ohh this is the day where my bro IS and i went to lanchang for a mission..jeng3~~
4 oct - wanna visit some of my relatives over in KL (cik ma g PD, kak miza g kedah.. only cik nah je kat umah). da lama x jumpe drg, i thought it would be awkward but then we juz be there as if it's our house..huhu~ seske ati menghuha and makan2...and it turned out i spent a night over there..
5oct - pulang ke pangkal jalan... =)
Thursday, October 1, 2009
A weird love story has come out of China recently and managed to touch the world. It is a story of a man and an older woman who ran off to live and love each other in peace for over half century.
Over 50 years ago, Liu, was a 19 years-old boy, fell in love with a 29 year-old widowed mother named Xu. At the time, it was unacceptable and immoral for a young man to love an older woman.
To avoid the market gossips, the couple decided to elope and lived in a cave in Jiangjin County in Southern ChongQing area.
In the beginning, they had nothing, no electricity or even food. They had to eat grass and roots they found in the mountain, and Liu made a kerosene lamp that they used to lighten up their lives.
Starting the second year of living in the mountain, Liu began, and continue for over 50 years, to hand carve the steps so that his wife could get down the mountain easily.
A half century later in 2001, a group of adventures were exploring the forest, they surprisingly found the elderly couple and the over 6,000 stairs of hand carved ladder.
“My parents loved each other so much, they have lived in seclusion for over 50 years and never been apart a single day.” Liu MingSheng, one of their seven children said, “He hand carved more than 6,000 steps over the years for my mother’s convenience, although she doesn’t go down the mountain that much.”
The couple had lived in peace for over 50 years until last week. Liu, now 72 years-old, returned from his daily farm work and collapsed. Xu sat and prayed with her husband as he passed away in her arms.
So in love with Xu, was Liu, that no one was able to release the grip he had on his wife’s hand even after he had passed away.
“You promised me you’ll take care of me, you’ll always be with me until the day I died, now you left before me, how am I going to live without you?” … …
Xu spent days softly repeating this sentence and touching her husband’s black coffin with tears rolling down her cheeks.
In 2006, their story had became one of the top 10 love stories from China, collected by the Chinese Women Weekly. The local government has decided to preserve the love carved stairs and the place they lived as a museum, so this love story can live forever.
me: sgt terharu......but..haiyh, sgt jeles dgn pompuan itu..
